Jst a couple of days left before I go back to my old life and dat is why I am tryin to make most of it...Today I went to see Die Hard 4..d hall was filled wid action buffs and only a handfull of girls..ofcourse most of the other girls came in wid their boyfriends and I am sure no one came because of their love for action movies xcept me..I had dragged nidhi along who was initially reluctant but later grateful..after d movie we went straight to do d thing I love most -eating...we experimented on a delicious chocolate mousse covered wid chocolate scrapings..it was heavenly..I dont know bout most people but I wud def agree if sumone said chocolate is a good substitue for sex :D(not dat I wud know how d latter feels)..
Later I dropped her off and went straight to an old friend's place..entering her room was like a flashback from the past..from d window we stared out as it started to rain heavily...I find rainy days a bit depressing but today it was diff...I refused to take d umbrella she offered intentionally..i wanted to feel d raindrops on my face..it was raining heavier dan I thought..I ignored d fact dat I was almost drenched and my clothes clinging tightly to my frame..for a few seconds I felt nothing but pure joy..i was swirling and twirling like I used to when I was a kid,no longer conscious of whether somebody was watching me,I was gigling for no apparent reason and d song "kiss from the rose " playin in my head..its amzing how lil things give u so much pleasure ..like this one time when I saw a raindrop on a rose..somehow I can always conjure dat image..most will ignore it but for me it was a real beauty..sometimes we r so surrounded by other things dat we cant see nature's beauty..moments like these,moments when I am all alone ,I see things differently and I enjoy my moments of solitude ..maybe being a dreamer isnt such a bad thing after all